tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4650274302149590912024-02-22T00:12:46.451+08:00A Forbidden Love Story To RememberIt's not supposed to happen but it did.OnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-52247016278614836382012-07-05T16:39:00.001+08:002012-07-05T16:39:31.764+08:00Mr LonelyLately i've been missing Judy a lot. Every night as i lay on my bed, trying to get my eyes shut, her face would appear in front of me. i would then miss the sweet scent she had on her body. i would miss her warmth as my arms wrapped around her hugging her from behind. i would miss gently kissing her soft lips as i brush her hair off her face. But when i open my eyes, she is just not here.<br />
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It is now someone else's arm wrapping around her. Someone else's lips kissing hers. Not mine, not anymore.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-56353472826720276092012-06-26T10:44:00.001+08:002012-06-26T10:44:45.078+08:00Going DownIt was Judy's birthday when we went out for a simple celebration. There was shoe shopping, and then there was dinner, and the night ended on a pleasurable note.<br />
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On my way sending Judy home, she unzipped me and freed my semi-erected cock. She stroke it a little bit just to see how i would react before pulling my foreskin all the way down exposing the head. She knows how to do magic with my cock because with only her thumb, my cock was throbbing hard and soaking wet with my pre-cum. She would spread my juice around the head, occasionally licking it off her fingers. I was so turned-on by that. When she had enough torturing me with her hand, she bended over while i was still driving a moving vehicle, and gently suck on my cock. Gently, slowly but surely before she would suck on it rough and i would have to stop her before i cum. i hadn't had enough yet, i'm not so ready to cum just yet.<br />
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i missed pleasing her as much as her working her magic on me. i found a dark & quiet spot before i stopped the car, off the ignition & light, locked the door and move over to start kissing her on her soft & luscious lips. i'm sure i had said this before but Judy was damn good a kisser. While we were kissing, i could feel my cock dripping of more pre-cum. i couldn't help but scoop it up with my finger and put it into my mouth before continuing kissing Judy. My right hand was holder her left, but slowly i move my hand to touch her face. Sweeping her hair off from the side of her cheek to the back of her ear, i slowly move lower to kiss her neck. She smelled great. Her scent turned me on even further, as i start to grope her firm breast over her dress. After awhile, i slipped my hand under her dress to feel her breast and pinch her nipple. She loved it when i does that. I lifted her dress up high enough so i could suck on her erected nipples. Her moaning was music to my ear.<br />
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While i suck her nipples from the left one to the right one, i started petting her pussy. i've always knew how she liked that done. Judy was drenching as my middle finger twirls around her bean. She was so wet i could hear water splashed with every single movement of my hand. Gently, i slid my middle finger into her love cave. It was warm with sweet, love juice. i knew it was sweet because i tasted it. i asked if she liked me to finger her, she said yes. So i continued to finger her slowly, with my thumb still flicking her bean. Judy was moaning so loudly i was sure she could be heard from outside the car. i didn't stop, in fact i moved my pinky into her anal. She made sure i didn't stop, by holding my hand firm to her pussy while trying to control the rhythm.<br />
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i waited the whole night but finally i had the chance to go down on her. She was already wet all over from the fingering, but i'd love to make her cum with my tongue. i always start gently by light kissing, followed my gently sucking before the actual tonging. i would normally reach my tongue to her spot, hold it there with small movements as if it was flicking her beans with my finger but more subtle. i know she loved it when her back arched slowly, higher and higher, and her moan became completely silent. That is when i would pause for a moment to slurp off her juice from her love cave before continuing. <br />
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When it was finally my turn, Judy was all fired up. i had to admit, it only took Judy a couple of minutes to finish me off. i tried real hard to hold it in but she knows how to make me cum. She even remarked that i really had not cum for awhile since i just offload a lot of cum.<br />
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i asked her why can't we have sex. She said she's not ready yet. She had someone else in her life right now, and i think i'm already stepping on the line with what we are doing. i don't want to make things harder than they already are right now, so i try not to cross the line too much. This happened a couple of weeks back, but i only had time to tell the story now. i miss Judy dearly.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-2489396634670533872012-05-03T12:14:00.001+08:002012-05-03T12:14:29.787+08:00When You're GoneAfter you are gone, my cock had been facing depression for a long, long time. Up until that day we had a brief moment where your lips kisses the tip of my cock. That brief moment where my hardened cock was gently sucked on. That brief moment where my hardened cock was lubricated by your saliva as you move up and down on my shaft while your tongue hitting me on all the right places. That one brief moment was really a great moment. My cock was no longer as depress as it is before that, although i did hope that you would finish me that day. But of course, it was a brief moment and that's all.<br />
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i'm happy we're still seeing each other from time to time, although the intimacy had been greatly reduced. However, being able to hold your hands, to kiss your cheek, to hug you close to me seems to be much satisfying than before. Maybe because i miss you more? Maybe because you are with someone else now? Maybe because i'm going out of my mind?<br />
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Somehow or rather, i still don't feel that my cock is as happy still. It looks sad, frail, unexcited. Will you cure me of my depression?<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-1462749751899234992012-04-23T15:22:00.002+08:002012-04-23T15:22:18.073+08:00A Sweet Good Night Kissi drove up to Judy's house after coming back from a drink with a friend. She got into my car and we drove around the blocks just chit-chatting. i missed her a lot over the weekends. i saw her pictures on Facebook, with the new boyfriend. Judy was absolutely beautiful. Her hair was perfect, her dress just look stunning on her.<br />
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All i wanted was to see her, and kiss her good night. Mission accomplished. The kiss was very sweet. So is my Judy, beautiful as ever with her hair tied up that night. She told me she was sorry to make me feel this way. i told her this is more than i could ask from her, with her having a boyfriend but us still very much involved.<br />
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After the kiss, Judy asked me, "Is this enough for you?"<br />
"No, but this is all that i can ask for."<br />
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We hugged. i don't feel like letting go. i miss her scent. i miss her in my arms. i miss our lips touching. i miss her.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-85833612434697666762012-04-18T16:31:00.001+08:002012-04-18T16:40:24.720+08:00Making OutOur relationship is weird now. We still meet each other almost everyday. We still kiss everytime we meet. Don't get me wrong, i love seeing her again, and i love kissing her sweet, soft lips.<br />
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It was just the other day, we met up for high-tea. We sat and chat for some time, and after getting the bill, both of us had the need to visit the washroom. It wasn't planned on, i really needed to pee. When i'm done, Judy too just finished her business. i have no idea why, i went into the ladies, close the door & lock it behind me. i walked up to Judy, grab her waist and pushed her to the wall. We started kissing each other. It was so passionate i almost fainted. My hands were grabbing her firm E-cup breast, while letting her know my cock was hard from this. I move the other hand into her shorts, and start fingering her spot the way she liked it.<br />
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The sad part is, that's it. Nothing happened afterwards. Neither of us got naked. We did not had sex. No eating each other out. Probably because we were in a public toilet, mind you a ladies toilet. But most probably because deep down inside i know that Judy wanted to be a good girlfriend. She is attached now. Again and again i have mentioned that i don't want to screw up her happiness, but times and times again i did compromising stuffs together with her.<br />
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Did i do wrong? Does enjoying the company of each other made us cheating on our spouse? Is it OK if we kissed, does that made us bad people?<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-32853067419674911402012-04-09T14:05:00.000+08:002012-04-09T14:05:37.794+08:00Acceptancei gave myself a time frame to get myself out from my pathetic state i was in for the past month or so. Yesterday was that day, and i am still adjusting myself. But i am glad that this day had finally came.<br />
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So what is different? i was practically moping over the fact that she is with someone else now. Someone who is more good looking. Someone who is more successful career wise. But most importantly, someone whom she can bring home to show her mom. Someone whom she can carry his name with. Someone who can gave her all the things she wanted that i could not. Every time i tried looking for her and she is with him, i would sulk, i would feel gloomy about it, i would dawdle around aimlessly, i would suddenly become this pathetic little fella which i, myself hate to see. Come this day, i have decided that i have to accept this fact. Why should i feel that way? If she is happy now, i should be too. Right?<br />
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What else is different? Nothing. Just that. Accepting the fact that she now has someone else and i should not bear grudge or hatred towards her. Instead i should feel happy for her, and wish her happiness. That is how much i love her. That is the least i could do, not to screw-up her happiness that is.<br />
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Does that mean i don't love her anymore? i can't stop loving her, well at least not for now. And if there is a next life, i would want her mine then too. But loving her at this moment also mean i should not screw things up with the new boyfriend. Got to stay some distance away. That may be best for the both of us. At least that will be the best for her.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-14425084502094490892012-04-06T23:34:00.000+08:002012-04-06T23:34:14.189+08:00Good Friday?Friday night and i'm alone in my room, feeling lonely and pathetic over myself. Am i really that bad? Don't i have friends i can find? Why am i being alone by myself tonight? What's wrong with me?<br />
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All sorts of crazy questions come to mind when you are down. I mean i'm almost rock-bottom down since the break-up, so i've been thinking lots of crazy shit for a couple weeks now. Emotional swing is the most prominent proof that i am not OK at all.<br />
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It's sad that this blog had become a place for me to vent out my frustration. This place was supposed to be a place to record all those good memories i had with Judy. And now what had it become? A pathetic emo blog. Maybe i should stop doing this. Maybe i should stay away. Maybe i should just let go. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.<br />
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Oh, how my heart longed for your comfort, how my body longed for your warmth, how my lips longed for your kiss. All too late now. Got to let do.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-21374135524523038152012-04-02T08:29:00.000+08:002012-04-02T08:29:45.836+08:00I'm the April's FoolIt's been a month since our breakup. It's been a most painful month. A month where i have to constantly wear a mask wherever i go to hide my despair, so that no one will ever know that i am hurting deep down inside, so that no one will find out the story of this forbidden love. i have got no one to talk to, i have got no one to share this feeling with. That's why i'm writing a post here, at least i know my head will not explode from over-thinking this problem.<br />
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It's been a month since our breakup. Which also means it's been a month since you're with him. Everytime this comes into picture, i lost all ability to think. My mind went blank for a moment, my vision blurred, my hands trembled, my heart went pounding. It feels almost like time went by too fast and i can't cope with it. All these feeling i cannot control over, but that doesn't mean i don't wish you happiness. i am truly happy that you have found your real happiness in a relationship. You have finally found someone who has a good career, who is quite good looking, someone everyone says is a good guy, someone you can bring home and show your mom, someone you can go out with and can be seen in public and introduced as your boyfriend. This is all what you wanted, so i'm truly happy for you to have own all these now.<br />
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It's been a month since our breakup. i'm not a better person as you would expect me to be. My temper flared more often, my patience level dropped drastically, i'm not as happy as i used to be, everything i see turns into a negative thing even though it is a happy scenario. But this is none of your business anymore. You can't do anything about it. In fact i don't want you to do anything about it. You have your own life now, so stick with it. i don't want to be the reason that screw up your happiness again.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-25354019376339011722012-03-26T16:25:00.000+08:002012-03-26T16:25:55.426+08:00The Thin Red LineSome people told me, there is a thin red line in between love and hate. i disagree for most part of it. The opposite of love must not necessarily be hate. It is definitely not something good of course, but to hate, i don't think so.<br />
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That thin red line should be separating the feeling of love, and the feeling of a stranger. If you swing to one extreme, and you can't hold on when you are there, you will swing all the way to the other extreme of becoming strangers with each other. You don't know what to talk to her. You get pissed off easily by the slightest disagreement. Slowly you drift apart from her. And both of you, once in love so deeply with each other, become strangers again.<br />
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i think this feeling is worst than hate. Hating someone, you still have a tinge of feeling towards that person. You're probably hating that person because of some misunderstanding. The feeling of becoming strangers. That's it! You're done for! There will be no relation whatsoever in between the two of you anymore. Period. The end.<br />
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You always say, this breakup i've never shed a tear. That means i'm not that sad. Maybe you are right. Maybe you're wrong. But i can tell you, it hurt like hell deep inside of me. It feels like someone is squeezing my heart with his bare hands so it can't pump normally. It feels like there's cotton balls in my lung so i can't breathe properly. It feels like nails in my stomach so it stings every time i move. It sure hurt like hell, what i'm feeling inside. But no, there are no tear drops from my eyes.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-10925452126669056272012-03-20T14:54:00.000+08:002012-03-20T14:54:51.967+08:00Emotionally AttachedThe past two weeks, my mood swing was like a ride on a roller coaster, only not as fun and twice as dreadful. i could flare out for no apparent reason at someone who is completely innocent or i could sit there the whole day with my face pulled so long it might have touched the floor.<br />
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After the breakup, things did not get any better. Only 3 weeks after that, Judy told me she has a new boyfriend now. i was furious, my brain felt kind of like a volcanic eruption, and a huge tsunami wave come crashing into my cerebellum. i could literally feel the heat at the back of my head when she told me. This news didn't help at all with the break-up. Being alone for a couple of days, i would think is it because of this new guy she broke up with me? Or is she just playing me? Or did i do something wrong? Or is she hiding something from me?<br />
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The more i think, the more i got myself worked-up, the more terrifying my mood became. i had no one to talk to about this, i had no where i could go, i have no idea at all what i can do. i felt like i was at the verge of a nervous breakdown.<br />
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Yesterday we talked about all the stuffs we never talked about for the past one and a half years being together. We talked about my wife. We talked about her new boyfriend. We talked about us. What had been and what would be of us. Only after a month of mental torturing myself with all the nonsensical questions, finally i could open up myself and talked to Judy properly. <br />
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This morning when i woke up, day light seems to be brighter, the bird's chirping seems so melodious. No more volcanic eruption. No more huge tsunami wave. No more mental torture. No more stress. i'm really glad we had the talk last night, i really wish you happiness in your life from here now onwards, for you deserve the best things in life. Yes, it hurts me to know that someone else will be taking care of you instead in my place, and someone else will be putting that beautiful smile on your face everyday, but it hurts me more to know if you are not living your life in the happiest manner.<br />
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You told me you needed someone who can take care of you when you are in trouble, someone you can bring home to show mom, someone whom you can marry and depend on for the rest of your life, someone who will love you more than anything else in the world. i know i am not able to do that for you. Now that he will be able to do this, i wish you all the best in life. But remember this, i will always be there for you, be it rain or shine, i will always be there for you. Keep our promises, not to vanish completely in each others life.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-23006625023760477122012-02-28T01:04:00.000+08:002012-02-28T01:04:58.812+08:00The Break UpToday was a dark day for me. Judy broke it up with me. i've been a complete idiot not seeing this coming my way. Why the break up? Not because of quarreling. Not because we are bored with each other. Not because things didn't go the right way.<br />
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We went out for lunch after i hadn't seen her for a whole week. i needed to see her desperately, i missed Judy so much. After having our meals, Judy started telling me how she felt our relationship is going. She can't accept to continue on our relationship once my baby is born. She doesn't want to be the reason i'm not a good father, not a good husband.<br />
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I saw tears flowing from her teary eyes. i could do nothing. i didn't want us to end, because i really loved Judy. Listening to her logic, i understand the need to. I've been really selfish all this while. I've left Judy feeling like a mistress. I left her crying alone many times at night. I wasn't there for her at all every single time she needed me. Judy told me all this, and i felt useless because i really had not realized how she felt at all. i've always thought that as long as we loved each other, that is enough. Obviously i've thought wrong. How i wish i could undo all the stupidity that i've done. If only i could manage our relationship in a more proper way. Then Judy would have more confidence in our relationship.<br />
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This is all my fault.<br />
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I told Judy i needed to spend one more intimate session with her before the final break up. The fact is i really don't want to do it anytime soon. Not because i don't want to, but because once we've done it, we're done for, and that will be the end of us. i will not be able to let go. i need more time to accept this inevitable fact, and when i know i'm ready to let go, then this intimate session will happen for one last time.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-49480220032533920632012-02-22T23:09:00.000+08:002012-02-22T23:09:09.733+08:00TraditionJudy and i, we both had a certain tradition to follow when it comes to certain things. We had not failed in doing it ever since we started being together.<br />
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Initially it started off being more of an excuse we created so that we could spend more time being together. When i say more time, i meant to include more intimate time as well. What tradition? Before i go on any trip, be it a vacation or a short out-of-town trip or a business trip, we will meet up the day before the trip. We'll take all chances we have to make love to each other of course but then not everytime we get to do that though. Spending quality time together just chatting are nice too.<br />
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Well, of course this time around we had a chance to get intimate. i'm going to skip talking about how great her skills are at fulfilling my throbbing hard cock with her soft lips and agile tongue. i'm going to talk about how can a guy are able to completely satisfy his partner by using nothing but his tongue.<br />
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i know that she loved it when i eat her out down south, but i've never knew i could hit her spot so continuously Judy reached orgasm twice, with me using nothing but my tongue. OK, i used my hands too but just to hold her legs apart and her hips down when her back arched up, and her thighs closed in onto my face. Definitely a thirst quencher for me being able to get her to that state.<br />
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Too busy this round to snap anything. i'll try to get something on our next date, which i doubt will be too far away.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-40622482943829484002012-02-15T11:22:00.000+08:002012-02-15T11:22:57.266+08:00February IntimacyThere had been several times between January & February where Judy & I had the chance to spend a lot of intimate time together. There had been several times during that period where i was having some problems with my wife as well. Judy gave me comfort during those times, although we didn't talked about it much. Maybe that is why i felt better.<br />
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I'm going to talk about our first fuck in February. It was broad daylight during the weekdays. We made plans to grab lunch together, but goodies for me i had more than lunch that afternoon. I left work way much earlier than i was supposed to, grab a quick lunch with Judy and checked into a nearby hotel for some time to be alone with her.<br />
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The whole love making session lasted only an hour, but it was an hour of pure ecstasy & lust. Clothes were quickly stripped off of our bodies, we were exchanging tongues and our hands are stroking each other at our most private part. <br />
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Judy was fast to grab my already hardened cock towards her soft lips. She worked her way deeper & deeper until i could feel the tip of my cock at the back of her throat, where she would then slowly glide back up and had her tongue twirl around the top.<br />
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Judy had always loved the way i lick her down there. i had mentioned this in almost all of the other post before today as well. We had a conversation the other day about this, and apparently there are guys out there who refuses to satisfy their partner by means of cunnilingus or crudely put, muff-diving. I personally think that this is one of the best way to start off an intimate love making session. The way i could tease her clits slowly or rapidly with my tongue. The way i could taste her juice dripping out from her vagina. This way when both of us is ready, the penetration would be well lubricated and sex would be most enjoyable.<br />
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We took the liberty of doing it in every positions we could imagine, since we are in the privacy of a nice hotel room. When i finally finished, i spread my love juice over her breast. It was dripping down so quickly, it was quite a mess.<br />
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Valentine's Day, we spent a short time together in the car, where i received a short but never short of ecstasy kind of blowjob. i couldn't finish up, some interruptions came through.i'm looking forward for next week, where we have plans to meet up again. Until then.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-12843250638852085392012-01-04T17:48:00.000+08:002012-01-04T17:48:54.860+08:00The Last One of the YearIt was the best i've had since.....i can't remember when. Our love making session is not just about the sex, but also how intense it was for the both of us while we were at it. Prior to this time, there wasn't much chance for us to even meet up, what's more to have any passionate love making. <br />
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i had been looking forward for that meeting up for a long time. It was something special to us. A year ago around that date, we had sex for the first time ever. We got a hotel room, fuck like a bunny for 3 times that night, and left the next day wanting for more. Well, i'm not bragging about it but Judy was that good at what she does! There was once she made me cum 4 times in one afternoon. i'm serious she was that good.<br />
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We got back to our safe-house after dinner. We would usually chit-chat a little, kiss gently, and slowly built up the momentum to foreplay and penetration. But that night, once the door closes behind us, we were kissing passionately almost immediately, clothes were off as quickly as you can say OhMyGodI'mGoingToGetLuckyWithAHottieTonight.<br />
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She was already man-handling (or should i say lady-handling?) my hardened cock with her lips even before my pants came off. Every movement of her tongue, her fingers, her lips brought unexplainable ecstasy to me. i love it when it's my turn to lick her. Her reaction and moaning got me wanting more. The taste and the scent from her love nest makes me go on and on with the licking. The more i go, the wetter she got.<br />
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When my cock had finally found it's way to her love nest, she was very well lubricated by then, but still it was tight. Using a little force to push it in gives out a good moan. We started on the sofa with me on top, then doggie style, followed by cow-girl on the floor and finishes up with doggie style. It was a good 1.5 hours of passionate love making, which i am looking forward to do again tonight!<br />
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Chances to meet up are rare so i might as well take all the chances i get, right?<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-29464032990310762162011-12-19T14:41:00.000+08:002011-12-19T14:41:54.136+08:00Almost Anniversay......since the first time we made love to each other.<br />
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It's been awhile since we last made love to each other. There were some naughty moments and i do get my regular blowjobs from Judy, but i still miss having the intimate moments of feeling myself inside of her body.<br />
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And it's almost our First-Fuck-Niversary, and i really can't wait for next week when we could finally have some more intimate moments together.<br />
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And i'm thinking what should we do to be adventurous this time.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-59107821745388064242011-10-28T00:34:00.000+08:002011-10-28T00:34:55.427+08:00Unusually Usual ActivitiesIt's not always had to be sex, although we do enjoy it a lot. Every single time when we hang out, we would end up having each others genitals in our mouth. Not planned out though.<br />
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Tonight we had an unusual activity. Went out for dessert. Then smoke. Then home. On the way home, Judy drove while my finger flick endlessly on her favorite spot. The spot where my tongue would normally lick in delight. The spot where it's like a tab, you turn it on and water keep flowing. The spot that would turn her on.<br />
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That's it. Nothing went on further. It was quite a tease for Judy, something i'd like to get back on her for doing the same to me. Apparently it was fun teasing, knowing that both of us want each other but we couldn't do it. The anticipation just got us looking forward for our next session.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-10271891688617963042011-09-20T12:25:00.000+08:002011-09-20T12:25:35.348+08:00Wish ListFound a list of things that we could try out to spice up our love making session. Of course, looking through the list, some of these we have tried before. Let's see if we can complete the list.<br />
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<blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Have anal </strike></div><div style="text-align: left;">Have a threesome</div><div style="text-align: left;">Engage in group sex</div><div style="text-align: left;">Have phone sex</div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Masturbate</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Use a vibrator</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;">Use a sex toy on someone else</div><div style="text-align: left;">Be tied up</div><div style="text-align: left;">Tie someone up</div><div style="text-align: left;">Have sex in a public space</div><div style="text-align: left;">Be a voyeur and watch others having sex</div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Sex in a car</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex at a drive-in</div><div style="text-align: left;">Mile-high club</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex on a boatSex in a body of water</div><div style="text-align: left;">Light spanking</div><div style="text-align: left;">Read erotica</div><div style="text-align: left;">Play strip poker/Monopoly/card game</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex in the shower</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex standing up against a wall</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex with no kissing</div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Sex in the pitch black</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Sex in the broad daylight</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;">Making out with no sex</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex in a tent in the wilderness</div><div style="text-align: left;">Watch porn together</div><div style="text-align: left;"><strike>Watch porn alone</strike></div><div style="text-align: left;">Learn to give yourself multiple orgasms</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex on the beach</div><div style="text-align: left;">Blindfolds</div><div style="text-align: left;">Using ice sexually</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sexual role play</div><div style="text-align: left;">Whipped cream</div><div style="text-align: left;">Lingerie sex</div><div style="text-align: left;">A quickie in a skirtA longie in the rain</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex in the ocean while people swim all around you</div><div style="text-align: left;">Feather ticklers</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sex while "altered" whether by alcohol or something else</div><div style="text-align: left;">Learn to orgasm in less than five minutes from intercourse alone</div><div style="text-align: left;">Silent sex in a full house</div></blockquote>OnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-49233995237771219282011-09-19T00:16:00.000+08:002011-09-19T00:16:41.471+08:00In The DarkIt was a rainy afternoon. We switched off the room light, and started kissing in the dark. We were soon naked and soon after her lips were wrapped around my stiff rod. We soon started making passionate love to each other and like any other time, i soon came inside of her.<br />
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i withdrew myself, and went down on her hoping to catch my own cum flowing out of Judy's pussy. Nothing much came out of her. i was still hard then, surprisingly. Judy suck me gently for awhile and i was ready to go into her again. I try to move a bit faster this time considering i just came, shouldn't be able to cum again anytime soon. i was wrong.<br />
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i finish second time inside her again, and this time i tried what i missed the first time. A little bit flow out. It tasted good. By now, my hips are a little bit tired from all the movements. I requested Judy to suck me gently. Judy had a way of handling my cock, she knew what to do that will make me squirm in ecstasy. With one hand sliding up and down along my shaft, while her lips wrapped around the tip of my cock, her tongue licking endlessly, i came the third time.<br />
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Judy swallowed everything, suck one last drop and swapped into my mouth. We kissed passionately. i was still hard. Judy knew there's still some juice left in me she needs to milk dry. She stroke me hard this time, and in matter of minutes i came again. She suck every last drop of it. This time, my cock finally went limp.<br />
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All this on a rainy afternoon, in a dark room.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-18703139270876384952011-09-14T16:45:00.000+08:002011-09-14T16:45:08.858+08:00It's been.......awhile....It has been almost a month since i felt the warmth of your body next to mine.<br />
i miss waking up in the morning to see your face without make up.<br />
i miss kissing you in the morning when our hair is in a mess from sleep.<br />
i miss laying next to your naked body, with my then soft cock in between your butt cheeks.<br />
i miss cupping your breast with my palm from behind while i nibble your ear and listening to the sound of your soft moaning.<br />
i miss the cuddling underneath the blanket with you after showering together.<br />
i miss unloading my week long cum inside you and see it drip out from your pussy.<br />
i miss pumping my hard cock in and out of your pussy while i hold your leg with one hand, and your neck with the other.<br />
i miss licking and sucking on your wet pussy.<br />
i miss having my cock in your hands and mouth.<br />
i miss you.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-4120722891347178942011-09-09T01:08:00.000+08:002011-09-09T01:08:49.097+08:00A Night Well SpentBackdated visit to the hotel for an overnight stay with Judy. This time it wasn't as extreme as our last visit. I was drained then but this time it's much more relaxing and fun.<br />
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We met in the hotel separately as per planning. Judy was in her short jeans skirt that day. She looked absolutely gorgeous wearing skirts. She had nice legs, not to mention her cute looking butt. We kissed, we undressed, and i started licking her. i've always enjoyed the taste of her down under. The texture of her juice flowing out from her pussy is the most amazing juice i've ever tasted. I know she likes my tongue tickling and twirling her clitoris, because everytime i do that, she will moan louder and she will get very wet.<br />
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Oral sex between us is like a competition. We are always in a race to make the other party feels better. Did i ever mentioned that Judy gave me the best blowjob i've ever known in my life? She knows exactly when to lick, exactly when to suck. And it's always a challenge holding back not to cum everytime she had my cock in her mouth.<br />
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For the next hour, we had sex. Pounding her bare pussy slowly, and the fast and hard. And then slowly again in various positions. She always let me cum inside her, which i always do. But this time around, i'd like to see her covered in my cum.<br />
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We then went on for dinner, some beer and pool game, before going back to the room for more action. i was kind of tired by the time we reach back but Judy got me so aroused, i can't say no. Oh, when would we do this again?<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-75102154000915096372011-08-04T16:00:00.000+08:002011-08-04T16:00:10.832+08:00In The RainHaven't really got the time for Judy for the past couple of weeks. Work load has been overwhelming, i was practically working late everyday even when i'm back at the comfort of my home. Up until yesterday i was finally able to meet her up at a local fast food chain. We had ice-creams and smoke. It was a rainy night and the wind was chilly and nice. We chat the whole night, catching up, small arguments here and there, more catching up and when it's almost midnight, we head back.<br />
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This time was completely unplanned for. Judy just ate me in the car, finished me up in just 10 minutes. It is amazing what that tiny mouth of hers was able to do. Post-mortem, she admitted giving me a blowjob turns her on too, my reaction from what she do keeps her experimenting on how to improve her skill. i'm glad i'm her guinea pig.<br />
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The rainy night, the good blowjob, my night sleep was perfect!<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-69257383584112814192011-07-27T14:15:00.000+08:002011-07-27T14:15:27.126+08:00The Amazing Weekend GetawayLast weekend was great! Best weekend sex ever!<br />
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Judy checked into the hotel at around 2pm, i arrived at 3pm. She was already in her undergarments when i got there. We had some short chats on some crazy things we wanted to try this weekend. Judy requested rough sex, a scene like i'm raping her. She loves it when i do that.<br />
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It started off with some heavy kissing. My hand soon travel down south and gently caress her mount over her lacy panty. She was already wet, i can feel her moist on my finger on the outside of her undergarment. Removing the panty, my tongue glide up and down her moist pussy, drinking up her juice. Her moans make me go crazy. And then we had our first round of sex which includes her pink toy, some lubricants, lots of slapping and spanking, and ending with anal sex. i finished in her ass, the first time ever i've tried this in my life, same thing for Judy.<br />
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We shower, we chat, we had some cakes and about an hour later, we had our second round of sex. i was almost exhausted at this point, but it's time for dinner so food is good to re-energize my body. We went for Japanese food, and went for beer after that. Drinking session was rather relaxing. We chat, we played cards and darts. It was really fun.<br />
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Reaching the hotel, we watch the dvd we were supposed to watch but we couldn't finish the show because both of us were horny again. We did our third round of the day and by the time i was finished, i was exhausted i fell asleep almost instantly. This is the only time in my entire life to fuck and cum 3 times within a short 12 hours period. Do not try this at home. It's been a couple of days and i have not felt being horny since Saturday round 3. Guess i'm burnt out!<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-62317575405005767392011-07-19T00:31:00.000+08:002011-07-19T00:31:11.733+08:00Excited for the weekendIn a nutshell, cat is away, the mice comes out to play.<br />
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We made plans to fuck like crazy this coming weekend. Getting a hotel, checking in at noon. Fuck. Grab lunch. Fuck. Grab a movie & dinner. Grab some beers. Fuck.<br />
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Really can't wait. The feeling of having my cock in her mouth when i blast my load of cum is addictive. Judy knows exactly what to do when it comes to pleasuring me. She knows how to get me hard again after i'm limp. She knows how to make me cum again.<br />
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We're doing some crazy shit this weekend too. Sex in public area. Working on that one right now. Just can't wait.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-64233194292224163132011-07-14T01:23:00.000+08:002011-07-14T01:23:35.822+08:00SextingMy first sexting experience started with Judy. It was on one of those time when we hadn't been together too much because of various reason; hectic schedules, wrong timing, traveling. We were longing to be in each other's arm, longing to feel the warmth of our skin on each other, but couldn't.<br />
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It's kind of like tonight when it's drizzling outside my window, and i hear rain drop falling on the pavement and we were chatting with each other online. Sex has always been a topic of conversation between us. Nothing to be ashamed of, sex with her was great. In fact the best i have ever had. And i tell her that all the time. Nothing to hide from. It's the truth.<br />
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After the first time, there were a few more times where we text each other some private pictures of ourselves to one another to tease and also to fulfill our thirst for one another. i don't know about her but my little brother down there was sure happy after receiving those text from her.<br />
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Here's a recent one of her, she's on her chair, topless with her panties slightly soaked from her wetness. She was playing with her toy i gave her for her birthday present. i return the favor of course with a photo my my hardened cock dripping of cum.<br />
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JacobOnE-Shepherdhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13256679074197225453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-465027430214959091.post-19624706603954566392011-07-05T22:41:00.003+08:002011-07-06T21:18:36.755+08:00Pre-holiday night with himMy Jacob will be away for trip. We usually will meet up for intimacy the night before anyone of us away from each other. And this time is not an exceptional. However, we just met up for a drinking session instead of spending time in a private room as he's not feeling well for any extreme activities; sex.<br />
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We talked about almost everything; work, friends, life, girls, guys, celebrities. I enjoy watching him talking, making lame jokes and I can’t control myself to touch his face, in public. Time flies super fast when spending time with him.<br />
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On the way back home, he put his hand on my lap; caress my skin so slowly and gently. I slowly slide my hand into his pants. To my surprise, his lovely stick is very hard and stiff. I can’t help myself to take it out and stroke it slowly. I lowered my head until my tongue touch the tip of his erected cock. It's so juicy and tasty..<br />
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I tried many ways to lick and suck him that night. Different ways to move my tongue from his cock tip to the shaft and back to the tip. From the expression and the way he moan, i know he like it. Very much. Sucking him gives me a very great satisfaction. And i know he's fighting very hard to not to cum.<br />
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I do let him play with my clits. And yeah, I'm in paradise too. I was wet. Very wet. How i wish to make love with him on that night. I continue to suck him and make him scream and beg for more. he finally can’t hold it anymore, he cum-ed. And i let his cum filled my whole mouth and slowly, i take it all. It's delicious. <br />
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I licked him clean. And drove back to his house. I know i will miss him alot when he's away from me.<br />
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P/S: I am starting to plan for our next hotel trip when he's back. Faster come back. :)<br />
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