Tuesday, 28 February 2012

The Break Up

Today was a dark day for me. Judy broke it up with me. i've been a complete idiot not seeing this coming my way. Why the break up? Not because of quarreling. Not because we are bored with each other. Not because things didn't go the right way.

We went out for lunch after i hadn't seen her for a whole week. i needed to see her desperately, i missed Judy so much. After having our meals, Judy started telling me how she felt our relationship is going. She can't accept to continue on our relationship once my baby is born. She doesn't want to be the reason i'm not a good father, not a good husband.

I saw tears flowing from her teary eyes. i could do nothing. i didn't want us to end, because i really loved Judy. Listening to her logic, i understand the need to. I've been really selfish all this while. I've left Judy feeling like a mistress. I left her crying alone many times at night. I wasn't there for her at all every single time she needed me. Judy told me all this, and i felt useless because i really had not realized how she felt at all. i've always thought that as long as we loved each other, that is enough. Obviously i've thought wrong. How i wish i could undo all the stupidity that i've done. If only i could manage our relationship in a more proper way. Then Judy would have more confidence in our relationship.

This is all my fault.

I told Judy i needed to spend one more intimate session with her before the final break up. The fact is i really don't want to do it anytime soon. Not because i don't want to, but because once we've done it, we're done for, and that will be the end of us. i will not be able to let go. i need more time to accept this inevitable fact, and when i know i'm ready to let go, then this intimate session will happen for one last time.


Wednesday, 22 February 2012


Judy and i, we both had a certain tradition to follow when it comes to certain things. We had not failed in doing it ever since we started being together.

Initially it started off being more of an excuse we created so that we could spend more time being together. When i say more time, i meant to include more intimate time as well. What tradition? Before i go on any trip, be it a vacation or a short out-of-town trip or a business trip, we will meet up the day before the trip. We'll take all chances we have to make love to each other of course but then not everytime we get to do that though. Spending quality time together just chatting are nice too.

Well, of course this time around we had a chance to get intimate. i'm going to skip talking about how great her skills are at fulfilling my throbbing hard cock with her soft lips and agile tongue. i'm going to talk about how can a guy are able to completely satisfy his partner by using nothing but his tongue.

i know that she loved it when i eat her out down south, but i've never knew i could hit her spot so continuously Judy reached orgasm twice, with me using nothing but my tongue. OK, i used my hands too but just to hold her legs apart and her hips down when her back arched up, and her thighs closed in onto my face. Definitely a thirst quencher for me being able to get her to that state.

Too busy this round to snap anything. i'll try to get something on our next date, which i doubt will be too far away.


Wednesday, 15 February 2012

February Intimacy

There had been several times between January & February where Judy & I had the chance to spend a lot of intimate time together. There had been several times during that period where i was having some problems with my wife as well. Judy gave me comfort during those times, although we didn't talked about it much. Maybe that is why i felt better.

I'm going to talk about our first fuck in February. It was broad daylight during the weekdays. We made plans to grab lunch together, but goodies for me i had more than lunch that afternoon. I left work way much earlier than i was supposed to, grab a quick lunch with Judy and checked into a nearby hotel for some time to be alone with her.

The whole love making session lasted only an hour, but it was an hour of pure ecstasy & lust. Clothes were quickly stripped off of our bodies, we were exchanging tongues and our hands are stroking each other at our most private part.

Judy was fast to grab my already hardened cock towards her soft lips. She worked her way deeper & deeper until i could feel the tip of my cock at the back of her throat, where she would then slowly glide back up and had her tongue twirl around the top.

Judy had always loved the way i lick her down there. i had mentioned this in almost all of the other post before today as well. We had a conversation the other day about this, and apparently there are guys out there who refuses to satisfy their partner by means of cunnilingus or crudely put, muff-diving. I personally think that this is one of the best way to start off an intimate love making session. The way i could tease her clits slowly or rapidly with my tongue. The way i could taste her juice dripping out from her vagina. This way when both of us is ready, the penetration would be well lubricated and sex would be most enjoyable.

We took the liberty of doing it in every positions we could imagine, since we are in the privacy of a nice hotel room. When i finally finished, i spread my love juice over her breast. It was dripping down so quickly, it was quite a mess.

Valentine's Day, we spent a short time together in the car, where i received a short but never short of ecstasy kind of blowjob. i couldn't finish up, some interruptions came through.i'm looking forward for next week, where we have plans to meet up again. Until then.